He invited me to walk and keep him company as he buys something for his cellphone. And we walked, and talked. We were casually talking, like old friends used to. We laughed about things, he even pinched me like we were very close, like nothing happened between us. He held me in his arms and he held my waist too. (in which case, I'm not really used to because I didn't have any guys around me since him).

At a random point, he told me to look at the moon which was crescent at the time. Then he turned and leaned to me and then I looked at him. I wished he kissed me, but he turned away. Then, he asked how I was feeling that I'm walking home with my ex. I really don't know how to answer that. I really have a hard time talking about what I feel.

He said he felt happy that he's with someone he still loves, that he's with someone who he wants back but he can't just do it because he so guilty.

I really wished it lasted forever. I want his company, his touch, his gaze, and every feeling I have when I'm with him..